° Bcoz of you

I'm forced to fake ; A smile, a laugh everyday of my life ♥


這幾天都是在痛苦地活著 ;

實在佩服自己、痛到無藥可救還能到處往外跑
可有好幾次都是痛得好無助、還差點崩潰想哭

每個月都要承受這種痛 可以寧願不活了嗎。

、、、那些傷痛都是１個人在忍受著
、、、那道疤痕留下了磨滅不去的痕跡
、、、那段陰影　我想我永遠都不會忘記　．


Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you ; I am afraid .. ♥

１個人的、獨角戲 。